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April 12th, 2005

05:02 pm - ASAP ALLL ive moved to another journal please look for me at starryexplosion. . . . for this journal will not be used ne more. . . . thanks, amanda Current Mood: creative

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11:04 am - Alone at last!!!! I ordered some china food for my lunch which i have to go pick up in like 20 minutes. Yummy china food. Im home ALONE. . . which is amazing, dad is back to working days and chads in school, moms gone and james hasn't stopped in. . . . . and im so happy at this fact cause i was able to study in peace and quiet. I woke up around 9.30 and took a shower, and made myself pretty, and listened to music, and no one bothered me. i love it. I had a dream last night that james showed up and was standing in the bathroom just as i was going to take a shower. Grr stupid boys still trying to get some even in my dreams. Sex is over rated sometimes. As for my darling james, wait did i say darling? well i lied. Mr go get em works all the time now, and its hard for me to get used to. He called last night and i havent talked to him since friday morning when i left his house, and i was in a bad mood cause i havent been feeling overly great, and hes like " whats the matter with you? " and i had that sudden need to just sit and cry, cause the whole not seeing each other thing bothers me, and apparently not him. Saterday afternoon, his cell phone was in his poket at work, and he accidently called my cell, i picked up and i could hear him talking to someone all laughing and having fun. . . AT WORK. James Murray NEVER has fun at work, until now i guess. And i dont mean to sound stupid and stuff, but well, if people lived my life then they would understand. . . Im done now i promise. Till Later, Manda Current Mood: moody Current Music: Rest In Peace By James Marsters.

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April 11th, 2005

08:28 pm - Not a day goes by Im going to south portlans tommorrow afternoon to look for a new job, im so tired of the bs i have to deal with everyday. The days i asked to not work, i work, i work nights after school, and on weekends, bla im tired of asking for little things and getting spat on. Then theres the added bonus that everyday i work james has off, and everyday i have off he works, not one but two jobs, so my love life is limited lately. College is ok, i hate the homework, but i manage. I am in love with a country song, wow im so special in the head, lol. Random thoughts, buts its all in good humor. More soon, Manda. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: You'll Think Of Me By Keith Urban

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March 26th, 2005

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March 25th, 2005

06:52 pm - Fun. Use band names spell your name: A: Arch Enemy M: Motograter A: A Perfect Circle N: Nine Inch Nails D: Dry Kill Logic A: Atreyu *If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.* - Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.- Current Mood: uncomfortable Current Music: Closer By NIN

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06:42 pm - Quiet Night James stopped in after he got home from work, he needed something to clean the inside window of his car out because he couldnt see when he was driving. Im eatting Reese's Pieces quite possibly one of the worlds best candy. Mom's in bed, and dad's at work, so its me and Chad, I cant sleep just yet so writing seems like the next best thing. Sunday is Easter, and of course I have to work. We are having Easter dinner at my grandmas house, and james is coming too my parents invited him, no complaints. Well i guess ill look at my college email, then to bed. Sweet Dreams, Manda. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Rain By Breaking Benjamin.

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05:03 pm - A new me, starting now. . . Here's something that i never thought i would say, i am in college. Yea me in college. I have been attending Andover College for about a week, and im majoring in Medical Assisting. Its crazy to be back in school, and paying a good amount of money for it to i might add. Its hard cause i dont know alot of people, and its alot of work. But all for the greater good of getting a better job and getting the hell of of burger king. For those of you wondering, yes i am still with james, yes, i know its crazy. All and all alot is better, james has a car and his license, hes working two jobs and going to school. We still spend alot of time together, but its hard in alot of ways too. I got a tattoo. Crazyness. Its a wreath of thorns and a blue rose. Im saving money for my next one. Anyway, alot to do these days but ill be on here more too for those of you who missed me let me know whats going on with you. Later, Manda. Current Mood: refreshed Current Music: Away By Breaking Benjamin

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March 20th, 2005

10:18 am - Soon to be back i promise. . I just bought a new lab top for college, yes college, and i will be getting the internet back in just a few short days. Then my journal will once again be updated and somewhat interesting. Till then, Manda. Current Mood: awake Current Music: None

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October 5th, 2004

06:50 pm - Something beautiful and something. . . I want a tattoo quite badly i think. Lately i have had a fixation with getting one, but im still to chicken shit to make the call for an appointment, oh well. i bought Lest We Forget, The best of marilyn manson. Im dying my hair on thursday, after i get it cut. . . and go shopping for a new outfit. Im thinking something red, to match my new lipstick i also got today. I went to the cumberland fair last week and it was lots of fun, james was with me and we watched ox and horse pulls. But those bastards didnt have any blooming onions this time. I got honey stick which were sooo good. Work is sucky, the kids are gone on friday, no more Vigga, no more Jospeh. . We will only have 14 people working, minus 3 for overnight, minus 3 for shift leaders. sooo im pretty much looking at 50 hour a week shifts for a while. . More later. Current Mood: cold Current Music: The Beautiful People By Marilyn Manson

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August 29th, 2004

05:11 pm - Random thinking. . I have desided that this October will be very sad for me because i have become very close to someone that i work with. . i dont think he knows how great i think he is. Jospeh is leaving for home on the 8th of october, and i will miss him like crazy, today i realized how close he and i have gotten. Now jess if you happen to read this dont worry. . . Im not going after your man, and we all know he is yours. I love jospeh, but not like he loves you, lol. It will be sad cause i wont have anyone to joke with and mess around with, i wont have someone who actually works WITH me, instead of around what i need. Hes just an awesome person and i will greatly miss him, so im sucking up my time i have left with him for now. Jess your lucky to have him in your life. Hes a keeper, lol. But i feel special cause im his second favorite. :) Especially when today. . i didnt even seem to be my own boyfriends first. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Broken By Seether.

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